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im back today after a very long time..maybe it was the sheer laziness of trying to crystalise my thoughts and actually putting them down.. a lot has changed between yesterday and today.. came across this line - I will move on. I am sure it will be even easier for you - a perfect synopsis of my thoughts the truth is we try to move on..and sometimes we feel that we have until the boomerang comes back and hits you.. the truth is we are scared of being vulnerable, of admittance, of the right - the wrong...we are scared of shattering the thin glass that we perceive as happiness.. the truth is we pretend strength.. when you face the truth.. you realise how poorly prepared you are for it..it hurts.. after days, months years.. it hurts.. and the paradox is it should not.. the hurt lies in small things..a random conversation..a blog somewhere.. a pic buried in a book.. small notes.. is it possible to love someone the way they are and yet let it hurt so deep? is it possible to demean your self ...