bai
This post has been on my mind for a while now..I wanted to record snippets of memories with bai before time eroded them so that when my memory fails I can come here read and remember my bai in the fondest and warmest way.. Bai was the strongest part of our childhood..she is a part of all that I can remember about myself as a kid..when we were kids we lived in a much smaller house..we used to sleep with our grand parents then..we three siblings would lay mattresses on the floor and sleep with bai..i would be the closest...she would pat my head and sing mandir jo as we dozed off and she too would fall asleep.. That's how I remember the first half of that song and now put kabz to sleep to that song..I still miss her touch and even now when I want to be comforted I ask g to caress my forehead in the same way.. Birthdays to me have always held a special place..i want to buy new clothes..want to go out and celebrate even if its in a small way..it has always been big for me..i remembe...