a day..

for the last few days, i am sorry.. things are not quite happening the way we want them to.. small things becoming big issues..small moments get forgotten.. caught in the rut of a daily hum and what i want.. have we forgotten to love each other the way we used to.. is anger and tears the only things we offer each other? where are we lost? where are we headed to? i feel lost.. i feel lonely..i feel quietened..silenced.. cant open my heart .. cant be myself.. a shadow of fear lurking somewhere..fear that i may say or do something that might hurt you..that am i placing myself before you or us.. that are you happy..so much self doubt.. will my life turn out like before..living in the shadow of sadness..i want laugh without a worry.. i want to love without a doubt..i just want to be with you..love you.. sometimes late at night i lie awake and watch her sleeping shes lost in peaceful dreams so I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark and the thought crosses my mind if I never wake up ...

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer and when i wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I...

courtesy supriya.. she always has some good thing on her blog to steal from when you want to blog and nothing comes to your head.. So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button Opening Credits: shaggy - get busy. Waking Up: 3rd eye blind - deep inside of you First Day At School: cliff richard - move it Falling In Love: Guns n Roses - knocking on heavens door Fight Song: mettalica - the unforgiven Breaking Up: gloria estefan - dont wanna lose u Prom: dont dream it's over(dont know the artist) Life's OK: come into my world Mental Breakdown: del amitri - always the last to know Driving: coldplay - yellow Flashback: lucky ali - jab hum chote the Getting Back Together: boyzone - words Wedding: xshamur - let the music play Birth of Child: chaiya chaiya Final Battle: tum hi se - lucky ali Death ...