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Your First Name of: Riddhi Although the name Riddhi creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it limits self-expression and friendly congeniality with a moody disposition. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, heart, lungs and bronchial area. Your name of Riddhi creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You have an appreciation for all the fine and beautiful things in life, and could excel in music, art, drama, or literary undertakings, where you could find an expression for your deeper feelings that you would not find otherwise. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. Your full name c...

i want to runaway to an old house in the mountains where when it rains its all green and silent u can hear the drops of the rain u can hear the silence of the country side u can feel the wetness in the air i want to runaway to ruskin's mussorie i want to cycle up the slope and feel the wind while coming down i want to sip the chai on the veranda with shadow on my side i want to keep a photo of you in my room then when i miss u i will look at it for a very long time just look and remember the time when u held me close.. when i cried in your arms..when u looked at me silently and said you understood and then il turn and go away

caught on to Narnia..first saw the two movies and now reading the entire collection..its not wow like HP or LOTR but still nice and fairy taleish in its own way..i always was fascinated with fantasy..a make-believe world where the good wins in the end.. i want an Aslan in my life..like there is Narnia..like he comes when things are going down..like he comes and sets everything right..like he has answers to everything..like the anchor he is..Aslan.. Now you dont smile..at my foolishness or this childlike wish.. i am a child and i want to be one.. atleast i dont have to have answers then.. why is there no real Aslan? rather where is my Aslan? :-( maybe you can answer that one like you always do..

of you an emptiness remains of you a silence remains the words dont come out.. the feelings not understood...remain unheard..misunderstood thoughts get lost in a haze of routines.. a kaliedoscope of memories in the distance i search for you a few smiles..a few tears nothing else remains

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      i love you guys

  the haze has not cleared..the questions still remain.. two years..and the uncertainty still remains... the silence is still there.. my ellipses are there.. dont complete my sentences..

he no longer is a part of me..yet the heart wants to protect him.. wrote to him as he went..i love you..dint want a burden of anything on me.. he said too many times that i hurt him even when im not with him..i have erased it all for him..that he should have never met me known me..

       

standing at a cross road need to make the toughest choice of my life the path leads me away from him he knows..he does not understand.. he understands.. he does not know.. he smiles.. he gives me re-assurance we need each others strength.. i know we are crumbling from within i am withdrawing to silence iv no answers..pulled between too many things im scared of myself.. everything mocks at me..looking at the lines on my hands kahin to..hogi woh duniya jahan tu mere saath hai jahan mein jahan tu.. aur jahan bas tere mere jazbaat hai hogi jahan subah teri palakon ki kirnon mein jaane na kahan woh duniya hai jaane na woh hai bhi ya nahi jahan meri zindagi mujhse itni khafa nahin

        a few more random shots..and u guys can leave ur comments here!!

well, that's waht my fortune says.. and that too on a random place like orkut, where i logged on after years..now it better come true!!

back from a trip from Ladakh..to begin with had already anticipated huge moutains filling the landascapes.. mostly eroded..fine silt deposits..sands and soils of myraid colours...(english is a limiting language may a times i feel to express the feelings that somethings evoke in us)..back to my post on Ladakh..its a place that is endowed with a weird kind of terrain(i dont know if weird is the right word).. but u'l find snow on one mountain and not on the next one..there are some places where you would find lush green meadows and sand at the next turn..some random shots that i took..im not happy with the output but its for all of you who i promised.. dont expect too much form these.. please!!!!!! forgive me if they dont live upto your expectations..and yes my pictures dont do justice to the beauty of the place..all of you who read this post must visit it once..and yes my pictures have nothing to them..i dont like them..i disown them and i hate doing that!! more later!!!