he

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standing at a cross road
need to make the toughest choice of my life
the path leads me away from him
he knows..he does not understand..
he understands.. he does not know..
he smiles.. he gives me re-assurance
we need each others strength..
i know we are crumbling from within
i am withdrawing to silence
iv no answers..pulled between too many things
im scared of myself..
everything mocks at me..looking at the lines on my hands

kahin to..hogi woh duniya jahan tu mere saath hai
jahan mein jahan tu.. aur jahan bas tere mere jazbaat hai
hogi jahan subah teri palakon ki kirnon mein
jaane na kahan woh duniya hai
jaane na woh hai bhi ya nahi
jahan meri zindagi mujhse itni khafa nahin

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