serendipity

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why is this post called so?
do u know what serendipity means.. go google it..i just had an serendipitous(dont know if its the correct usage) moment

Serendipity is the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely..
so there i stumbled upon a friend..yes you are..

Ek Parvaaz Dikhayee Di Hai
Teri Aawaz Sunayee Di Hai

what he said came much later in time.. he knows that..and both of us have adjusted to security of life.. we cant break out of it.. there is too much at a stake.. so we silence our words..emotions.. silence one of my favourite - umm what do i say - emotion?? yes maybe!!
so my friend.. what i cannot say for the restrictions that surround us.. i say it here..
i wish we had time before.. to live a life that i did dream of with you.. to laugh with to share with you.. to go places with you.. to get wet in the rain.. i did see of you then with me all along..it was a silent dream i dreamt.. not knowing somewhere you waited for me..somewhere behind the veil there was you.. you who has to just fade into oblivion..
I'm fighting many things..many of my own complexes.. i don't want to let you go.. i wish i dint have to.. i don't want you to fade into my memories.. i don't want to fade in your memories..i dreamt of a beautiful us.. i did..you are beautiful.. someone i missed knowing.. understanding and living with.. i don't think we understand the extent of each others emotions..the depth with which we impact each others lives..
wish u heard the silences.. wish u saw it then.. wish u heard it..
somewhere a bittersweet symphony plays in the background.. how ironic?
the screen fades out and cut to when they are exchanging wedding rings.. its all good in the end.. not just this time.. sigh :-(

that was the movie serendipity..beautiful performances.. story seems real.. almost close..the sound track of the song is very nice..always draws me to tears.. there are far more better songs than that, but in this song the timing is perfect.. it hits you..
when he realizes he is falling in love with her..

I can feel my heart, And it's fit to burst
I try to clean it up, But I just get worse

Wish I could fall on a night like this
Into your lovin' arms for a moonlight kiss


and the tragedy of the moment, when they both are marrying different people..

You got someone else maybe it's for the best
Since I took the cure for happiness

And I'd trade it all on a night like this
For your lovin' arms and a moonlight kiss


it takes me back to gulzar..he is my favourite and one of these days i gonna go back to him..

Ek Puraana Mausam Lauta, Yaad Bhari Purvayi Bhi
Aisa To Kam Hi Hotha Hai, Wo Bhi Ho Tanhaayee Bhi
Khamoshi Ka Haasil Bhi Ik Lambi Si Kamoshi Hai
Unki Baath Suni Bhi Humne, Apni Baat Sunayi Bhi.

aptly read between the lines!

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